The Sweet Silver Song

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

The First Song

Hello world. I'm William, I think. I'm entering the "blogosphere" and I am scared to death. This is the first of many of these "songs" I'll be writing to let the world keep tabs on the life of an unemployed, depressed, self deprecating, hopelessly romantic, slightly underwhelming, and sorta talented 20 years old. And yes, I am all of those things...for the most part. If you want to know more about me, check out my Facebook which also happens to hold my first few musings about the world in Facebook "note" form. I'll give you a short introduction in case you don't want to hop over seven pages to the old FB.

I'm 20, I'm black, and I'm a dancer. That's it.

Kidding. I was born in Cleveland, Ohio (go brownies!) and I am a "student-in-waiting" at Wright State University. Why waiting? Well, I'm "waiting" to get my financial aid back so I can go back to school. I have often been described as an Oreo and not because I look or taste like a Nabisco snack cookie. I am not mixed, but being brought up the way I was, attending a Montessori school where I was taught by a very sweet,loving, and wonderful white woman, I ended up sounding and acting like a cross between Carlton from "The Fresh Prince of Bel Air" and Mike Tirico from ESPN.


In the past couple of months have sort of fallen of the face of the earth, as a friend so eloquently put it. So now in my first attempt to put my life back together, i have started this blog so that the world can watch as some one who has completely fallen in to the hole of semi-depression (doctors pulled the trigger to early and called it that but backed off in later sessions) and near non-existence (yeah I thought about it) is going to try to put himself back together again. Each Day, you get to see (or read rather) what it's like to be me. From all the crap(sic shit) with my friends and family(there's a large amount), to the happier times, which I swear come along from time to time. So, If your willing to listen, I have a song to sing. And I think it's worth hearing.

5 Comments:

At September 16, 2008 at 11:44 PM , Blogger Eeli said...

Oh, i do hope you feel better and congrats on making that first step. Starting is the hardest thing they say and i believe thats true :)

WELCOME TO THE BLOGOSPHERE Where you will meet wonderful people and gain invaluable knowledge. Perhaps even get virtually engulfed by a cyber monster too :P

Enjoy!

 
At September 17, 2008 at 2:15 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

I can relate to your suffering with depression. I have been off work with depression and anxiety for one and a half years, though I am getting better. In fact, over the last fourteen months I have spent 6 1/2 months in the psych ward. I tried many medications and nothing seemed to be working. Finally, in my third hospitalization in May I began ECT, which has saved my life. I too have a fairly new blog. Best of luck to you.

Chris

Trying to Make Money Online

 
At September 17, 2008 at 3:49 AM , Blogger Nutarella13 said...

Welcome,
i just started blogging too. Well, i started blogging a few years ago but i was recently blocked from my last blog...i am not spam but computers don't always listen. I think you'll find with the depression and everything that here is the place to talk about without being judged. Hope everything gets better.

 
At September 17, 2008 at 5:39 AM , Blogger Eeli said...

William, you are oh so welcome. I was new to this blogging thing myself a couple of weeks ago and found it far too overwhelming. A couple of lovely people helped me and i hope to do the same here too! :) Any questions you have (warning: i'm very technologically illiterate) i'll try to help :P

Happy musings :) and welcome again :)

 
At September 18, 2008 at 3:36 AM , Blogger Unknown said...

Welcome to Blogger World!

Share with the world whatever you want to post.


Keep posting,

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